She said: “If that happens, I am scared of what my mind is going to do.”

If you could move through the world without a single doubt in your ability to not only be with, but alchemise the hot as fuuccckkk heat of your worst case scenario, how would you be showing up?

How would you be showing up if you weren’t concerned about what your mind would do in the event of x or y?

How would you be showing up if you were no longer preoccupied with constantly managing the constriction in your body, from all of that life force being bottle necked by the grip of your mind?

What would you be creating if you trusted the heat?

If you knew it was taking you deeper and deeper into the mind blowing levels of intimacy, expansion and freedom that you say you want?

I don’t care that you know these things are true intellectually.

The point is that it remains intellectual.

It doesn’t click in the body

because you say:

“I know! I know this!”

And that is the way that your mind,

in self-preservation mode

deflects the truth

and stops the gnosis

from penetrating the heart

and hitting the womb.

That is your mind closing the opening

where you can receive the source code

Where your state of being actually changes

And the penny properly drops:

That your peace

has nothing to do with anything

other than you

and God.

The kind of peace where stuff that used to send you spinning is met, rooted and quiet.

Where emotional debris that used to tear through you, dissolves gently and sometimes even joyfully?!

The kind of peace that becomes a consistent baseline.

Where you finally give yourself over to the current that is transforming you

into a vessel made for endless grace,

every time you get ghosted

or a relationship ruptures

or something doesn’t sell

or an application isn’t accepted

or a proposal doesn’t land

or the boiler explodes

or you crash your car.

Every time you perceive a rejection

every time you’re afraid

every time you put yourself out there

with no guarantee that you’ll be met

every time there’s a curve ball that’s outside of your

c o n t r o l

Peace is yours when you give up the game.

Peace is yours when you quit bargaining with life.

Peace is yours when surrender stops being an idealistic concept

laden with conditions,

and becomes a natural extension

of your agreement to be

u n c o n d i t i o n a l

I'm holding an online immersion this Sunday called s u r r e n d e r / c o n t r o l

I hadn't initially planned to intro my work in here just yet, but if you fancy it - the invite is open.

Details + booking here: https://raedwyer.thrivecart.com/surrendercontrol

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