Yeah, it's sort of confusing because I post so many selfies, but I don't really like my appearance. I've been feeling worse and worse about it, and wearing the wrong colors was compounding that.

Feels like I'm taking back control and reversing the rapid decline. A tiny bit. Growing my hair out, getting a paid job, wearing a bit of makeup, working out. Feels Good Man™

I was feeling like I'm 65 years old, rather than 45. I sometimes forget that I'm not that old because almost everyone around me is significantly older and I sort of mentally and physically adjust up. To fit in and not upset people with my appearance.