I like how it feels but not how it sounds. There’s actually scientific research on why people don’t like the sound of their own voice even if other people like it. We can’t really hear our authentic voice when we speak because our brain is processing it through all the interference from our chest, mouth, etc. So our brain tries to guess what it sounds like but it doesn’t do a good job of it. When you hear a recording, it sounds different. It’s one of those things where you just have to trust other opinions on how it sounds. Even phenomenal singers don’t like how their voices sound.