Yes, I know this. Intellectually.
But I tend to exhaust all options of begging for rescue before I give up and crawl off to do it myself.
Discussion
Don’t do that. You’re better than that.
Maybe I act differently because I grew up alone without siblings. My parents taught me to defend myself at school when I got bullied. So I never relied on anyone to do anything for me. I understand you because sometimes I do expect things that are unrealistic too,but in the end it’s good to be independent and sovereign in all aspects in life.
I think it's because the intellectual and emotional hurdle for some of the things I desire is so high, that I'm intimidated by it, so I'd much rather prefer someone else fight my battles.
But nobody else wants to fight that battle. It's just me. I'm the knight.
You’re a mid forties woman that has chosen to be a SAHM. Right? What did you expect? Genuinely?
Yes.
No.
This post is not about my personal life. It's about putting my faith in kings.
I have thought this over. If you must put your faith in kings
that’s understandable
I myself led as a Dominant Masculine before. And healed a lot of Dominant Masculine that layed within them. Recognition of that is good: cause toxicity was balanced.
Then I’ve led as a Dominant Feminine. Been a Goddess & and a saint.
Divine is always within us. Our sex, private belief in Gods, Goddesses, or none…
We are good.
While I abhor most six Sigma …
Knowing I can choose Kronos or Rhea allows me to choose 🫂✨💜
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