Its not clarity of thought that you are exhibiting. The reason that I can "string thoughts together into coherent sentences" has nothing to do with the supposed son of a murderous, bronze age Israeli hill god, but rather my own intellect that I developed.
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Bitburn, I would rather talk to you personally than this way. I'd ask about your story. And get to know you over a drink. But for now nostr is what we have.
Please know, that this is not an unimportant topic. Your eternal soul is important. Don't write Jesus off. Be consistent enough to even doubt your doubts. Jesus is indeed King of kings. He was delivered over to death for our sins and raised to new life to freely make us right with God, as a free gift to any who would receive him as their Lord and Savior. That is good news for us. Change your mind about Jesus. Trust in him.
Please feel free to DM me anytime.