It's hard to know who puts out the bad vibes. Also I'm guilty of my own bad vibes.

Just yesterday for example, someone asked "Why do you hike up the mountain every day"

My answer" because I don't have anything else to do".

Then I could see on their face the immediate reaction to my complaint.

Instead of me focusing on how much I enjoy the view from the mountain, all I could focus on was the fact I don't have kids and too much time on my hands and no personal projects to work on because I'm a renter and a traveler.

So today I'm making a list of everything I need to feel empowered again:

I need a grill to just cook basic things at home.

I like to look over at the ocean 40 miles away and think about parking a catamaran sail boat on the beach. But then if I don't have any follow thru, I get frustrated.

So I need to figure out how to ship things like small boats to El Salvador.