Part of me feels like relapse
But ... Ugh
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My drug dealer was a doctor
I mean... I've been basically crippled for weeks refusing meds .. and then... I couldn't....
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Feels like failure in a way... Yet .. I mean... There's real problems..... Geh.
The doctor says it's ok
Next thing you know you have a serious problem and need to stop
It's not easy
And when you're not doing it just to get high and have a legitimate reason yet get addicted
It's really really hard
They've got me on all kinds of shit tho
2 day supply of oxycontin and 5 day supply of Percocet
Because I didn't really want it
And they love giving you a shot in the ass of Dilaudid (known as d or dogs on the street)
I should look on the almost bright side
If I wanted I can still get any drug I wanted but I don't
I don't sell anymore and refuse to consume unless really necessary
The worst part
Doctors are like yeah go ahead and mix this shit just don't drink
.... No
As a retired street pharmacist
I wouldn't recommend that
Generally opioids make your breathing and heart rate slow down. But not in every case, in some the heart speeds up. It really depends on several factors. cyclobenzaprine has a wide variety of heart annormalities as a side effect... Depending... So in theory, it shouldn't be mixed with any stimulant that impacts the heart's functioning.
I don't even think it should be prescribed to smokers