Walking around and on the surface I look fine

Focused

Slightly irritated

Inside I'm fucking screaming

I can't do it

The pain is excruciating

I need like a two hour break before I go do some other shit

I'm supposed to have limited motion

I'm only supposed to be doing like a minute of stretching 4x a day until this is over with

Could be days, could be weeks

The muscle relaxers weren't really helpful

Steroids never help

So I got a 2 day supply of something stronger

It lasts for about 5 hours

It makes life easier - but I refuse to take it unless it's absolutely necessary

It wore off 5 hours ago

I just need to suffer through a few more things that'll take about an hour before I can sleeps

Then I have another couple hours of work tomorrow

I have to start taking vitamin D3 again

I shouldn't have stopped

I absolutely hate my life

But when this is over

I'm going to jump up and start overworking myself again to make up for lost time