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Walking around and on the surface I look fine

Focused

Slightly irritated

Inside I'm fucking screaming

I can't do it

The pain is excruciating

I need like a two hour break before I go do some other shit

I'm supposed to have limited motion

I'm only supposed to be doing like a minute of stretching 4x a day until this is over with

Could be days, could be weeks

The muscle relaxers weren't really helpful

Steroids never help

So I got a 2 day supply of something stronger

It lasts for about 5 hours

It makes life easier - but I refuse to take it unless it's absolutely necessary

It wore off 5 hours ago

I just need to suffer through a few more things that'll take about an hour before I can sleeps

Then I have another couple hours of work tomorrow

I have to start taking vitamin D3 again

I shouldn't have stopped

I absolutely hate my life

But when this is over

I'm going to jump up and start overworking myself again to make up for lost time
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TheLegendaryMan 9mo ago

I understand what it is like to live every day in endless pain. I hope this wisdom can help you like it helps me to this day.

You will get through this.

I believe in you.

#legendarywisdom

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SubconsciousErosion_0x0 9mo ago

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I have no choice but to get through it.

But when death does finally come knocking... I'll look him dead in the eye and say: finally! What took you so long?

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TheLegendaryMan 9mo ago

I am sincerely sorry that you are suffering so much. I do not know what you have, or what sort of pain you are suffering through. All I can hope and pray is that you find comfort and relief soon that is not in the form of death. You deserve to live a good life.