Maybe a glass of good wine accompanied with something tasty and a big portion of having nothing to prove even to yourself could relax you ..
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I'm fasting from alcohol, unfortunately. Probably why I'm depressed. LOL
Uh oh, Leserin sobered up and her problems are still there. π
Well i mentioned something broadly available.
Being sober is nice. Try to enjoy that and look for something else to ease the tensions. Avoid nagging to your husband though... π
I've been written sick for a week and told to go for walks in the sunshine because I apparently have a Vitamin D deficiency.
That is a good advice. I don't know if you have sunny days available though...
We do, now.
She said I should stop doing so much programming and learn to relax and focus on my hobbies and she was like
What are your hobbies?
Programming.
Oh. You see how that doesn't work out, right?
You have the garden to look after. That certainly can ease tensions, get you some sunshine, make you creative and improve your surroundings.
Yeah, that's what my son just said. The beds need to be redone. Ghastly wintery mess.
I'm still going to do some programming because I can't give up wine and programming simultaneously, I'd go into withdrawal, but I will intersperse it with the touching of the grass.
You can and you will manage eventually i believe. It's a matter if time.
Here is a song for you then...
That was unbearably cute.
i'm much the same but i have other hobbies that involve money...
one of these days gonna make me some of my own clothes, boots, gloves, hard wearing military style pants and shirts and all this sort of thing - having dressed myself from the available gear at shops i'm so over the whole chinese clothing everywhere thing, crappy stitching, fabric half falling apart from the moment you get it, colours fading from two drops of bleach carefully placed in the bleach section...
i want to have a little herd of milk and meat producing animals, and a basic salad garden... i want to build a bunker, i mean house, preferably from prefabricated concrete modules, serbian style... i also need to get some guns, and build me a little range to practise them on... so many things
what depresses me is mostly reading about the doom that is coming week after next every day
i'm not sure there is going to be this kind of doom exactly, maybe doom for other people but ... idk, maybe that's something else
i did have a very depressed day yesterday tho
We can be depressed together. π«
lol, i hate it! no, i'm gonna get excited about killing zombies or demons or something
seriously though, it sounds like you need to stop working for microsoft, i mean with microsoft, i mean idk what you even do, really, just caught my attention today, kinda thinking i should back away slowly...
I just do all the sys admin stuff at work, on the side, as they're having trouble finding one to hire.
yeah, all that welfare nobody wants to do real work... it's not that hard but sometimes it can be really annoying especially when you have a smartass client who presumes you are retarted for some reason... or like one time i had a client who had two providers messing with their system and i fixed it temporarily and then got grilled... a few days later i was out of that job, wasn't worth it they totally didn't understand the value i was bringing
anyhow, still, stop working for microsoft
It's a cool company, other than that. And there aren't really that many IT jobs 15 minutes from my house.
This can do wonders.
Will pray. I hope things look brighter soon.