I don't know you personally and don't know if this is helpful for you. Anyway, I have the feeling that the world is changing massively. Everywhere. For the better!
This change happens not only on the outside (there is no outside btw π), but in everyone of us. And some people feel it more than others. And it can be painful at times. It's like a birth process. At the end we will have a new, better world/life for everyone.
So keep going. You are an important puzzle piece for the New that is about to be born. At the end you'll be stronger than ever.
I feel that. I believe it. Do you? 