Amazing. I grieve for you. The part of the world you live in sounds worse than Orwell's 1984 and I can't imagine what advanced technological surveillance would do to your life. Its this level of bondage the left associates with all religions, even if they themselves were raised Christian. There is little justice in the world, and the depravity of what the west considers Christian religion has its share of injustice and corruption. To endure your circumstance makes our problems pale in comparison. In the end there is ample opportunity to serve God, and regardless of religion, with or without or forced compliance, the ultimate purpose should be peace and unity with our Father and doing his will with our hands.
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I'm a minority so I am not impacted by the lack of religious freedom, and half the country are tribal folks who really don’t care. This is still mostly a liberal muslim country and we are smaller than the state of California. I remember meeting friends from Iran during college days who said they can’t even date in public so I am guessing it's way worse elsewhere. But minorities here do not have equal access to higher education and ~5% access to economic opportunities as the Affirmative Action is for the majorities. We eventually just learn to survive. In situations like this, free market becomes fundamentally important. We are the complete opposite of the US I think, where we have been ruled by far right for so long, and AA is for the majority.
Any extreme be it religion, left right, cult etc is really bad. Everyone should just chill - life is too short to be upset all the time lol