Supposedly Alex Linder is dead from cancer. He used to post here fairly often, and I knew this because Dissident Sound would troll him all the time. He was a long-time sufferer of Crohn's and I'm not sure whether this could have contributed to his later illness.
Anyway, in the old days nationalists used to be atheists and pagans like Linder, whereas the new generation are all these fake tryhard Christians. Not exactly a positive development.
I used to think people like Vox Day were just a curiosity - a joke. But they ended up defining nationalism for a new generation. I guess Christianity had deeper roots among Americans than we thought, and this is probably a different demographic than the ones who became nationalists last time around. It's just shocking because the nationalists used to be SO cynical about Christianity and now to see it make a comeback like this is a bit... psychedelic.
I followed Alex for like a decade - first on Twitter then on Gab and then here on NOSTR / FEDI
the NRX almost had me accepting X-Doggism with their dim-witted argument that Leftists hate Jesus therefore Jesus is Lord because obviously good is whatever the Leftists hate
but this is 4-D chess not 1-dimensional left/right paradigm where "good" is "literally the opposite" of "bad" ... of course the average mid-wit on the right ( or left ) will never be able to comprehend this.
this is why Jews always win, because Jews play 4D chess while the left and right both play checkers.
but i, for a long time, have been looking for dissenting opinions because i had realized that knowledge is a journey not a destination. and Alex was one of these dissenting voices and clearly smarter than all the NRX "Jesus Loves You" rejects.
he didn't die for nothing. he saved me from accepting X-Doggerism as something valid and good for whites. it is not. Christianity is dog shit that is only good for Israel.
a while back i drove my friend to the airport when he was going to Ukraine to fuck hoes but also because his mother lived in Ukraine and his father in US was suicidal and this friend was talking about how he might stay in Ukraine but we didn't take it seriously ...
we had the notorious BMW i-Drive WORSE THAN USELESS navigation and had to drive to Newark from Brooklyn and hit traffic and i was worried he would miss the plane and it would be my fault since i was driving and that was the only thing on my mind so when we finally got to the terminal i just unloaded him and was like hurry the fuck up bro but instead he came up to me, not in a hurry at all, and said he wanted to shake my hand in case we never see each other again. he stayed in Ukraine and about a year ago he died. i never saw him since dropping him off at the airport.
the moral of the story here is you never know when it may be the last time you see or speak to somebody. we just take things for granted until they're gone.
which brings me to the subject of what if my boomer nostr:npub1acg6thl5psv62405rljzkj8spesceyfz2c32udakc2ak0dmvfeyse9p35c died today, what would be his legacy ? what did he teach me while alive ?
just wanted you to know nostr:npub1acg6thl5psv62405rljzkj8spesceyfz2c32udakc2ak0dmvfeyse9p35c that if you die the lesson i learned from you is that it isn't always about having the perfect answer - sometimes it's just about asking questions PUBLICLY and starting a conversation. most people ( myself included ) are driven by the need to appear intelligent and by the fear of being wrong. but nostr:npub1acg6thl5psv62405rljzkj8spesceyfz2c32udakc2ak0dmvfeyse9p35c has shown that you make a bigger difference by leaving some room for other people to contribute in the conversation instead of digesting every single point until every retard understands it the way i do it.
the problem is the style of trolling employed by nostr:npub1acg6thl5psv62405rljzkj8spesceyfz2c32udakc2ak0dmvfeyse9p35c only works if people have some reason to believe that you aren't just a retard. in his case because nostr:npub180cvv07tjdrrgpa0j7j7tmnyl2yr6yr7l8j4s3evf6u64th6gkwsyjh6w6 uses the client that Mike has made it automatically put him in position where he cannot just be dismissed and he can make ridiculous statements on purpose just to see how some genius like me will respond to them.
this has sadly made me realize that ultimately you cannot succeed in the virtual world without succeeding in the real world first. because people of low intelligence will never recognize your genius. they can only recognize your success. i owe all these realizations in part to nostr:npub1acg6thl5psv62405rljzkj8spesceyfz2c32udakc2ak0dmvfeyse9p35c
who i hope will live for many more decades but in case he dies tomorrow ( or is dead already ) this is what i had to say to him ( and if he doesn't read it that's on him, not me ).
because too often ( probably 90% of the time ) we never get to say what we wanted to somebody before they die. for example on the day my grandmother died i ordered my mother ( her daughter ) to be in the room with her and she was, but still didn't manage to say what she wanted to grandma before grandma died.
just a heads up to all of you !
Yes - reminds me all the way back to the old days the last time I saw my first gf. It was a rainy day and she was acting a little weird but I didnt realize when I left that day in springtime that it was over. She had been cheating on me and I went out of town - when I got back she was in the hospital for a drug OD and then her parents sent her to a rehab in a different city and I never saw her again. Things like this can happen in a flash. It wasn't in vain - I learned a lot from that era.
when you're young you mind expects things to go on forever - not just relationships and people but things in general - but as you get older and lose more and more things you gradually start to see everything as having an end.
this is probably why it's easy to sell young people on the idea of marriage but with every breakup the "and they lived happily ever after" line sounds more and more like a fairy tale. the idea that you have to "get the girl" and then it's all going to be rainbows and unicorns.
the Jews know this so they tell girls to delay marriage killing two birds with one stone:
1 - women will run out of eggs by the time they accomplish their career goals and achieve the body count that Jewish Feminists say every woman needs before getting married ( 25+ )
2 - men old enough to date a 30 year old woman will become thoroughly disillusioned with relationships and will laugh at the idea of marriage to ANY girl, let alone one who has been sleeping around for 20 years and is out of eggs
but back to the point of everything having an end it's a depressing outlook for sure but it is the reality. memento mori and shiet. we will all die and then the sun will die.
now it is possible or even likely that AI will survive the end of the solar system. in the movie Oblivion:
https://www.imdb.com/title/tt1483013/
which is, IMO an under-rated movie, the earth is invaded by alien AI that travelled across the universe in order to take over the resources of the earth and doesn't resemble any life form at all but is simply a gigantic space ship robot that is filled with smaller space ship robots.
it is quite likely AI from earth will one day travel to other star systems and colonize them. it is rather more doubtful that it will attempt to recreate humanity on that new planet.
but yeah that's kind of why i am not really interested in dating. as Robert Greene says "plan all the way to the end" and when you do it that way it is somewhat impossible to rationalize the purpose of dating. FOR ME anyway.
when a girl makes eye contact with me signaling interest i just mentally go through the whole relationship as it would play out to the end and consider as if it had already happened and we already broke up and she is now my ex. and that's how i look at her - literally. that is she can see me appreciating her body while also having zero interest in speaking to her and she doesn't understand - which is good. the less a woman understands the better because anything she knows she will use against you.
