I grew up with a father playing doctors with my sister, and training her to abuse me as well (stirring shit up for no reason, i was a devoted big brother, my father corrupted her). It's the same shit.

You know that every single motherfucking psycho who gets attention feeds the Beast. Part of how we win is shunning every last bit of psychotic personality disorder shit we encounter. It makes me so mad these days I don't have any problem going really out of my way to get the fuck away, at all costs, you must get out from under these abusers.

I am quite sure that every asshole you stop doing business with weakens the power base of those higher up. When Trent Reznor sings "God money, let's go dancing on the backs of the bruised" thats the good people who don't get out from under the vampires.

Took me until end of 2021 (45 years) to finally figure out that 9 out of 10 people I dealt with were taking me for a ride and the rest I was begging to for help.

Literally nearly killed me.