Yea it's getting really unbearable. I'm trying to get help from anyone and it's all just bots. I hate this so much this is why I don't leave home in the first place.

When I can sleep and my brain is working again I will be going on an absolute tear and I pity those who will be responsible for appeasing me. Right now I'm mostly just trying not to cry in public.

This trip was supposed to be my big chance for a lot of networking and a big exciting presentation and it's not really starting out the way I thought it would. I'm trying to have faith all things work out on God's plan and maybe I can still make it to afternoon events idk I feel so sad