Grinding, doesn't guarantee money.
If it did, nobody would be broke.
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Your definition of grinding is (part of) the problem.
Yeah. Your right. Doing everything possible I can to make a living is the problem...
I'm sorry to hear that you continue to struggle after putting in a big effort,
Maybe you need to change locations or add some extra time into learning something to add to your skillset on the way to work for ex.
Anyways good luck & may the right opportunities come your way 🙏🤞.