I wonder if it wouldn't have been better if I had been chosen.

That would never happen in the first place, but just being able to experiment with the protocol and some test clients and environments like Bluesky did. That could probably make us arrive at clear description of what we now call "outbox model", for example, before launching Nostr.

And if I was able to work together with some smart leftists on the issue, maybe we could have figured a nice way to make relays more proeminent in the protocol as home for communities and "safe" spaces, as natural curators of content and discovery layers for what later would be handled by the outbox model of following people.

And if it had all worked well then maybe we would have built a nice protocol that would still be decentralized and censorship-resistant but would at the same time appeal to leftists and libertarians and everything in between and we would get a ton of media boost and maybe be ready for mass adoption and not face any criticisms from any side except from Jeffrey Epstein friends and Nostr would be named Bluesky and be bigger than all the centralized platforms combined today.

But of course this wouldn't happen in this way at all. What would happen instead?