I understand the feeling. As a libertarian who was interested in Bitcoin and still learning and saw some legitimate use cases for other crypto projects, I got a lot of harsh rebukes a couple years ago here on nostr. I was an anarcho-capitalist of all things, very much the kind of person who should fit in. You get blunt conversation here, it's just part of the culture. But you can form your own culture in your mutual follows for one thing, and for two, which you are doing now, you can just not take it harshly. It's usually not meant as hate. It's just how we present constrictive criticism here: blunt and straightforward. You get used to it eventually and realize the vibe is actually super friendly once you understand the lingo.