She deleted her accounts after threatening to do that to scare me if I talked to her again, so I have been scared as she indicated she would want me to be.

I got more scared when people sent me screenshots of conversations where it was claimed that she committed suicide over being doxxed.

I have never contacted the police because I get arrested too often as it is and I need to be outside state custody to work on finding out Digit is safe or avenging her. Long ago I hoped maybe the next time I got arrested the cops would help find out if she's safe, but I figured they wouldn't because society doesn't want people to care too much about life or death shit, so they'd just tell me to honor her indications of wanting to be left alone; that was correct, the cops have not helped me the few times I've been arrested since this all started.

I'm an obsessive person, but especially with her because she made use of my obsession before anyone else did. Other women spent my life continually passing me onto the next woman, she actually indicated I should either end up in a hard earned friendship with her or a miserable life avenging her on everyone including myself. People in general are also prone to obsessing over her even if they're not obsessive like me, because she's fantastic and amazing and really pretty and kind and smart and a woman on the internet.