I feel as though sometimes my conviction is too deep, almost as if I’ve lost my sense of reality. I (We) know of a true and honest system that will only go in one direction but it’s so small and not fully understood. Everyone around me has no idea or does not want to hear about it so often I feel as though I’m out of my mind. How can I be right if no one is there to affirm my conviction, does it matter? Will they resent me when its potential is achieved and they were on the sidelines the whole time? Thoughts that cross my mind daily.