I'm sorry 😟
Someone recently shared a quote with me, and I'm going to botch it but it was something like: "Five years on from the pandemic start, most people are going about their daily lives and about 10% of us are still totally bewildered, trying to make peace with the world that was revealed to us in those years."
(that's not it! I wish I had written it down. But that was the gist of it.)