I'd talk to a private investigator but last time I tried to use money to contact Digit she got very angry. She really doesn't want to be tracked down against her will. A therapist can't make me want to spend my life doing unhelpful shit when I don't know if Digit has ongoing suicidal thoughts
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I mean a psychologist for your mental health
They're not trained to help someone who needs to learn to function without happiness
Did you ever try?
My first girlfriend made me try it when I was a teenager. That just made things worse.
Other than that I've only been locked up against my will. Also makes things worse. Last time, they did it as retaliation for political speech, and threw in injecting me with psychoactive shit against my will for the first time.
So everything on the spectrum from "going to a psychologist willingly" to "being medicated by force" is a bad solution for my problems.
No "mental health professional" is trained to help someone who wants to be a good person. They can't do it. They generally just try to make you more normal, which is useless for me because I don't want to kill myself and my loved ones like a normal person. I want to try as hard as I can to survive and protect my loved ones, like a wild mammal.
That’s literally what their job is lol this conversation needs to stop. You like being miserable and you want others to join in your misery. If you want to be happy then do something about your life. Get some help and stop crying it’s embarrassing.
What I said was correct - their job is not to help you be a good person, it's basically to make you act more normal. Thank you for giving me the opportunity to repeat this important point.
Normal people don’t want to kill themselves
Actions speak louder than words. Maybe normal people should attempt survival if I'm supposed to believe you
Their job is to help you accomplish whatever goals you want as long as it doesn’t cause harm to yourself or anyone else. But you just want excuses to keep complaining. Node was very kind and patient trying to help you but you’re just wasting peoples time and that is not what a good person does.
I'm not a good person. If I was, wouldn't my happiness be useful to Digit?
As I explained, the fundamental challenge for a psychologist would be to help me learn to function without happiness. That's the goal, to be less happy without harming others. No psychologist has offered to help with this.
And it would take a psychologist as smart as Digit to make the offer with any credibility, I guess
dennis leary had a speech about happiness that was quite relevant. happiness is overrated. happiness is a lure that you can never catch.
I truly don't understand why I have it. The world is so harsh right now, everyone else is suffering. According to my sense of self, I should feel guilty about being alive consuming resources and I should feel bad all the time about what other people are going through.
i already muted this prick. of course he doesn't get it. he's one of them
i'm currently watching this on my first time 100% working relay and it has no auth or filtering.
when it's finished, tomorrow, or the next day, if i remove all other relays and just use my relay, the relay will have my mute list and know not to send his dribble to me. and because my relay is fully working, and i'm not scared of working with front ends anymore, i'm probably going to start taking a shot at this jumble thing so it can be set to not use other relays like the whore that allows him to vomit his garbage onto it