#NOSTR RAMBLINGS:

I find myself in a constant balancing act when using nostr. On one hand I want to be my authentic self. I also want to maintain anonymity and privacy at all times.

Does anyone else feel like they are being pulled in 2 different directions when they engage with nostr regularly?

Further thoughts:

The tension I feel when using nostr is all in my head and is based on how I want others to perceive me in this world.

The beauty of nostr:

Nostr allows you to be as public as you want or as private as you want.

The choice is yours and the rest is in your head!

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For me it's the tension between posting positive content that people will like and my desire to shitpost in a way that would probably get me muted. I should probably make another npub but I don't want to rebuild my follow list.

I feel you. I think it’s great to have a mixed bag of different content and notes. I feel that juggling multiple npubs can be a pain in the ass and another way of making a mistake on nostr! But I guess it’s a darn good option and clients make it easy to switch between super quick.

You can have as many npubs as you want, having as many personas as you'd like.

I feel that people are more authentic on Nostr than anywhere else, because we feel free to be ourselves.

Sometimes I am professional and helpful and other times I'm laughing my ass off shitposting. It's all me! I don't fit inside one box!

I've thought about being completely anonymous before, many times actually. But a while ago someone told me that sometimes it's good for some people to step out from the shadows and let others know that Nostr isn't just scary shadowy super codes and anons. It's real people. So, I said fuck it.

This is who I am.

Having multiple npubs is definitely a powerful lever to pull if you want to spread out your digital footprint.

I am100% authentic with what and how I post but it’s always guard railed with anonymity and privacy.

A good example of this is posting a note about my dog with a photo. Sounds simple! But these are the thoughts that go through my head:

- is her ID tag visible revealing private details

- is my home or the home of someone I love in the background

- is there metadata within this photo that will reveal my identity

- am I posting this photo to attract attention or am I posting to share the love I have for my dog?

- if I DOX myself or worse still, DOX a family member, was it worth it to show a photo of my dog?

- Am I being my genuine self contemplating these things ?

- $5 wrench attack?

I would love to be where you are at right now on your nostr journey but until then I think I need to work on some self awareness and self discovery!

i wasn't advocating for you to be doxxed, i was merely saying that's why i stay doxxed. it's not for everyone that's for sure. it has it's own headaches. sorry if i said something confusing! i didn't mean to do that. as for some of the things you mentioned, i do these things too. my dog has our phone number very largely on his collar. it's always showing whenever i take a picture of him, which is why i rarely share pics of him 😟

No! I totally understood what you meant :) I was just trying to share a train of thought that runs parallel to the topic. My apologies if my ramblings caused confusion :)

My fear of doxxing my family by accident does dictate what I share on nostr and online but maybe that’s normal and not a real impediment to being your genuine self. Just a thought :)

I feel like I'm the opposite. I've parceled out a few bits of info here...I'm married and have a kid and I live in Texas, I've put myself up in a couple of the masks/hats I've made, but I feel like I'm more my authentic self here than in person. There's a freedom to anonymity that I don't get with my family or the few people I spend time with in meat space. I guess the answer is yes, I feel like I'm pulled in 2 separate directions but in a good way 🤷‍♀️. I've found people here who lift me up and think I'm good enough whereas I seem to always be lacking when I'm with family.

That’s a very personal thought to share and thank you for doing so :) I feel the same way in some regards. I can definitely talk about topics that interest me here on Nostr more . Topics I can’t talk about incessantly IRL because I haven’t met like minded people who dig the things I dig - not many anyway! I think giving away a little (info) can help a lot. Not a complete anon but still having something tangible for people to relate to. I’m glad you have found peace here 🙌🏽✨

Glad you're here 🫂

You can also be more than one person if you want to express your distinct personalities while preserving your dignity.

Yes brother! I choose very carefully what I selectively reveal, especially as it’s permanent on Nostr.

But the authenticity here is palpable with little clout, that makes me want to open up.

You make a good point!

Selectively revealing elements of yourself for public consumption perhaps is not the same as being inauthentic.

Maybe being selectively revealing leads to more authenticity! You have definitely given me a bone to chew on here!

I stand corrected, desire for privacy is not a trait of being inauthentic.

Hear, hear! ⚡️

I understand this tension. It is why I still pause on having more visibility. I am being called to serve and Bitcoin is a big part of that. I know my safety is at play and yet I have a purpose for being in this time space reality. I am here to shift the game and power the people. I am here to remind us of our sacred divinity and give all of us the reminder to exhale and the welcome to come home to our higher selves.

My being me is the value.

When I see people like nostr:npub1dg6es53r3hys9tk3n7aldgz4lx4ly8qu4zg468zwyl6smuhjjrvsnhsguz speaking truth to power and being examples of courage and love, I am less afraid. I believe that my intention will be broadcast and people will feel my goodness. It's yet another element of Trust that Bitcoin, source energy, and faith require. Our being us is the value. Our unique expression is the gift and my faith requires action. It requires my willingness to be seen and known for the feelings I transmit. That is my work to do.

And yes, a lesson in taking time and pausing before posting here so that my spelling is correct and I include all I wanted to convey...

"To being visible so that we find each other and build this next more beautiful world. "

It's time to let that fear go. There's nothing that they can do to you that hasn't been done to you before.

The help you are here to bring requires your heart connection to your higher self. Fear disrupts that connection & so we need to dissolve that fear to express our authentic selves.

Know that you are not alone even though it can feel that way sometimes.

💚🫂

Thanks for sharing your point of view on this topic. It sounds like you are at a stage where you are ready to commit to your natural calling and letting that dictate how you navigate life on nostr. It sounds like you have found a peaceful place to work from!🕊️

Yeah, exactly right. And I do feel the same. However, everything you do on the internet, especially social media is a conscious choice to be public and participate. When I integrated that, it helped me navigate my purpose and what I'm doing here better 🙏🏻

That makes a lot of sense! You are right - it’s a public act to participate.

I’m anonymous purely because of my fiat mining job… we work for major banks and corporations