Embrace the suck! ๐ค
This must have been your destiny ๐
I have experience with multi citizenship in my family and had similar feelings towards my people and my country. Just try looking rational on this topic, less emotional: Isn't a passport just a document, and we should be open minded towards choosing a more powerful one, which provides more freedom? Example:
https://www.passportindex.org/byRank.php
I think, that doesn't mean you are to allowed to love your home country anymore ๐ฎ๐ณ๐งก
Bottom line, a passport comes with benefits and obligations, but it's not necessarily limiting you to a predefined community with particular cultural heritage.
You might want to consider this, while having the privilege of being in El Salvador ๐ธ๐ป๐งก
Thank me later my friend ๐ค

