its 5:50am and i havent slept and im up irritated at something that i shouldnt be but i am… Racing thoughts about the past, regrets, choices, god, etc. list goes on and i cant help but to think about what im supposed to do to make up for certain things in the past or if im on the correct path for the futute. I really wish i had a time machine to go back sometimes or go forward even… #help