It's been over for more that seven months now, but somehow i still get flashbacks. All this memories popping up in my head for no apparent reason.

I know that you are not the one for me, i know that both of us can do better, so why is it that i am stuck in this feeling? Why my chest gets compressed and my being shrinks?

i would love to move on. let go and forget, but this waves are overtaking me.

what if i didn't block you? what if we could discuss everything? would we be still together? would i look into your eyes right now? would i wake up with your hair in my face?

i don't know

couples doing acro yoga together - this could have been us.

or not.

maybe i'm just imagining things and it's 4:19 in the morning.

anyhow.

i hope you are healthy and happy! and i hope that you will check out from my head soon.