You are free to choose, but you are not free from the consequences of your choice.

It should be perfectly legal to buy, sell and use any type of a drug.

Consensual agreement between individuals should be the basis of any interactions. Sell your body if you feel like it, smoke cigarettes, eat meat, consume refined sugar and oily food.

When the time comes and you feel drained, lost, confused and sick that's the time to reap the consequences of your choices. They accumulate with time and essentially become our depression, our midlife crisis and our diseases.

Plant a mango tree and you get a sweet fruit.

Planting bitter gourd and expecting a sweet fruit is insanity.

Change today and thank yourself later.

Like a golf ball that is kicked just at a slightly different angle will eventually land in a completely different place, so is your life. Make tiny adjustments now and reap the benefits when the time comes.

Or don't 😄

that's the beauty of freedom

my death excites me.

not in a negative suicidal way, more like a puzzle that i know i am going to solve one day. like a secret that i will learn.

everything that i know will be consumed by the sun one day, or at least that what i heard. al the troubles and joys and struggles and achievements are so temporary, so transient.

is there a heaven/hell? is there a reincarnation? maybe just nothingness...

i've been to heaven, i've been to hell. some experiences love induced, some experiences drug induced. i don't need to pass away to know that those realm exist, here and now, for some people.

nothingness is also pretty much a scientific fact right now. the matter is made out of bunch of empty space and a few particles here and there, so who knows.

all i am saying is that death excites me, and i hope to go on that journey fully present and aware.

maybe see you on the other side

gn

need to vent.

don't know what else to do

It's been over for more that seven months now, but somehow i still get flashbacks. All this memories popping up in my head for no apparent reason.

I know that you are not the one for me, i know that both of us can do better, so why is it that i am stuck in this feeling? Why my chest gets compressed and my being shrinks?

i would love to move on. let go and forget, but this waves are overtaking me.

what if i didn't block you? what if we could discuss everything? would we be still together? would i look into your eyes right now? would i wake up with your hair in my face?

i don't know

couples doing acro yoga together - this could have been us.

or not.

maybe i'm just imagining things and it's 4:19 in the morning.

anyhow.

i hope you are healthy and happy! and i hope that you will check out from my head soon.