I wish you luck there brother! 💪

I have no delusions about my own abilities or willingness to die. I will absolutely resist until the bitter end, but I am not a fighter. I am more like a turtle. Or perhaps maybe the hare, once flushed from the burrow I'll take off.

It's always been the way I have handled things, but now... there's a lot more at stake, a lot more I stand to lose, it and makes the ultimate descsion so harder to pin down.