Didn't have a good conversation with my mom while I was working on the finalization of a manuscript today. Shouldn't express my temper, haven't seen her in person for about five years due to plenty of reasons. Now the inception for making the move to go back gradually grows stronger and stronger.
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Sometimes it isn’t possible to reunite without compromising your own sense of self. I haven’t seen or spoken to my mother in ten years. She’s just another person living her best life, I give my time and effort to people who appreciate me.
That's too sad to hear, hope one day you can find the link between you and your mom.
Ideally that’s attractive, but there is too much abuse and pain in our family for it to continue to exist, so we’ve all built new and better families we protect ferociously. There are too many worthwhile people around to waste time on those who don’t add to your life. I’m thankful for the experiences I’ve had, the mistakes I’ve seen made were learned from, and while I’ll make my own mistakes, hopefully something better and stronger will result.
I can imagine and that's why I said it is too bad to hear your experience. Although it can be rationalized by the probability distribution but unfortunately you are the one who is falling on the sword. I am so glad that you could find your meaning of life instead of keeping falling. Wish you all the best with your beloved ones 💝