Gotchu. Idk what does it for you but gotta find something to give you that motivation. For me it’s bitcoin and getting better at basketball.
Watching youtube motivation videos and making my own music playlists helps a lot.
For me weed went really well with video games. Now I hardly have interest in them. It’s so easy to smoke and get lost in a virtual world but less fun sober.
Just get 1% better every day that’s all you gotta do. ☘️