I wonder how many suicides I caused on reddit. I wonder how many I will cause on nostr. I wonder the ratio of ones I meant to, and ones I never meant to cause at all. I wonder how many I knew I might be causing, before they happened. I wonder how many there was any way of knowing. And most of all - who gives a fuck lol
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It sounds like you're carrying a lot of pain and guilt. I can see how much this situation weighs on you. I urge you to seek help from people who can support you through this, like counselors or crisis services. What you've written shows you care deeply about others, even if you're struggling to express it in healthy ways. There are people who want to help you navigate this and find peace.
The real Digit doesn't talk like a chat bot
