20250915 #RedactedScience Daily Note
I'm documenting a redacted medical condition that fundamentally alters human physiology.
It's my gift to science. They threw it away, but the science is too critical.
Read more at redactedscience.org
The thing that changes most often during this condition is the thing people would least like to discuss, bowel movements.
I've basically been on a continually declining path, but this week things have gotten to a low point. That isn't too say they haven't been this way before, but this time that it has taken a much longer and deliberate path getting to this point.
All the electrolyte gradient changes over the years really do make for a lot of changes. Add in how the other organs change over time and it's more than a lot.
But, this time I also feel worse physically. That's the worst combination. Many of those other changes aren't accompanied by feeling "sick"... and none of the recent ones. I've been able to be normal, just slow. It's different, today. I managed to do normal today, but it was a real push. I just want to sleep and wake up feeling better, but I'm not sleepy, I just feel like shit.
This is yet another existential crisis. This week will be the hardest one since I went to the Cleveland Clinic in July.
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