Subnostr

cos "pOweR" is meaningless to me

have zero appetite

manufacturing compliance is the work of a tyrant

there is nothing in it

no victory just game of winners & losers

validation cant be derived from what isnt being sought like..

if you had endless positive attention

abundance of it

oodles & bundles

what is the flavor of negative attention even giving someone

do they still seek it outside of a little kid just learning the difference between themselves & another?

is that transmitting?

like understanding little ones there is the developmental stage of primary narcissism, infant narcissism

thats natural af cos everything is them when they first start perceiving

but for an adult to seek negative attention for thrill

or for an adult to desire to dom or whatever is that just.. early childhood patterns stuck in a loop?

or is there actually a mature adult thrill somewhere that i simply have a poverty of the imagination about?

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like im imagining being a mother of two young kids & a dominatrix at night for cash

where is the restorative part of my day?

just that where i cant lose it on my kids

i can discipline people paying for me to transfer motherhood annoyances into their bodies injuring them (albeit superficially) ??

cos that is like

staggeringly uncool

to me

like everyone just get therapy so much

not even a person who cares

therapy from a horse

dont even have to talk in a learned language