Ord I never meant to kill my self once I take my meds I'm grand Michelle lithium exe in grand I'm also on benzos 42 d5s sell and 14 zopiclone a week now when I took xanex bars I felt nothing for a half hour so I take more maybe 8 now these were over an inch in length with 3 spils in each tabl so they were zanex bars I thought I got stuck I paid 2 euro a piece your man threw in 30 let me stress I never buy anything off this guy I take the benzo but don't abuse when I laaid down in bed all I was thinking of was ringing him and get my money back or I'd choke up so I took my two zoplicone I take every night and turned in to sleep thank fuck my bro look in at me I was foaming from the mouth they put me on my side till abulance came but the ambulance gave me an anti benzo injection I thought this is it I'm go gOing to do die the hospital is 15 mins from my home they were in the ambulance for 3 hours I kept roaing why you bringing me to Dublin hospital which is about 1.20 mins away give or take but glfml we arrived at Mullingar hospital that was my hometown hospital the ambulance man told we had to pull in several times to save your life that's why they gave me anti benzo injection which made me feel ten times worse. It's not fair I'm book in for a massage at 9.30 in the morning Monday morning I can't go Michelle please you and William say a prayer for me I feel okay now but never again will I buy zanex bars as bad swallow then the way I did if I took one or two I'd probably be grand but as I say shell I'm a gluten for punishment 😂 hope you can understand the message I'm still out of it🤣🤣 thank the lord for looking over me this in 3 times 2 over does and a cancer diagnosis I hardly have nine life's shell lol no never again I hope you and William get to read this cause it's for both of you. 🫂💜🙏Friends for life.