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however, the fact on the ground matter is i am entirely unacclimated

like how in a famine you are in serious dangerous once there is food of dying

blah blah blah cigs close down your heart chakra yea no shit

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i literally am calibrated to survive all i did since 2013

anan is seriously like: i am literally not even that nice or caring this is the bare minimum of human decency

& i have to watch it really hard not to get blown out

molly said the same

i am deeply unused to affection

i will literally overdose

i have to be gradual about it

ive been making so much progress in a good way

it is so good to be dancing & singing so much again & to feel loved

i just have to babystep it so i can digest it too

i dont wanna dwell on it

but its been really really really bad

i think i spent an awful

long time clearing whatever karma i could that wasnt even mine

im so glad i did

on the house

like being a sin eater & garbage eater & recycler

not unique there a lot of people

do this work

just sayin there was like zero self care that whole time

like way way way way overdosing coma empath

glad to be back

like really am i

but a lot of my shit is has been in neglect for eleven years