and getting blackpilled made me so mad i slacked off and wasn't able to get into CS at university, i was so mad
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Self-education is where it's at buddy. Formal education (should/did) teaches you how to think ... the rest, is still to do #lifelonglearning (hours per day) ->> #Polymath (and most of the planet thinking you're completely insane most of the time, which is ... something I hadn't considered
yeah, it's maybe useful especially in times when i've managed to do something useful and proven my value and demonstrated why i have said other things in the past that are related, to mention that i have a serious bug up my ass about people being wrong and still getting respect, and vice versa
Paul Erdos and Wolfgang Pauli are two famous scientists (mathematician and physicist) who were notorious for shooting straight, and i admire them and this is my character also
I never went along with the 'let them be wrong to be nice' crowd. I call things as I see them (gets me into LOTS of trouble). :(
yeah, i was wrong about the ECDH in this case tho haha
so i've got an ECDH function, and i recognise it as being same as the one i know works that is slow as shit written in Go, for one that is in C but requires a modification so it stops early and just returns a value part way into the calculation
because fuck you that's why lol, the speed of 80 ops per second is so bad i can't stand it