Not wrong, but shit - feel compelled to say it... but this sounds like the pattern of many young men with Daddy issues? It plagues many, but not all. I was lucky - my Dad was an older father. I do wonder if this is the pattern?
Rule of 3 says, 1/3 say oh yes... next 1/3 says what you talking about? and the last 1/3 says I wish I had a father.