You're going to die, then adopt a new personality. Your current nsec is going to die. So is mine. I mean, this body we inhabit will just be gone. The world is going to go on while we return. Do your best in the meantime. It will be that much less work for you in your next incarnation. It's the divine work that God put you here for. Make your own decisions. That is the power of a divine being like yourself.