It’s my 25th birthday in 4 days and I’m not sure I wanna spend it with “friends”

Nor alone nor with strangers.

I want to keep up the lore but also want to go to these remote location with a significant other, but I don’t want to with Annie? She’s different now

It’s clear and I don’t want to be a one way trip to “pleasure island” and our relationship is devoid of anything else.

I also I’m scared it might come across as sad, leaving your true friends and hanging out with strangers in the hope of forming some “connection” with the world.

But I’d never know, it’s also not the best location, there’s not much to do thag I enjoy doing alone.

I foresee just getting very drunk and anti social at these events

Maybe I cancel and stay back in Abk?

But I suspect… I would regret not keeping up the lore. Idk I do know, let’s see.