Lol indeed, the recent holidays gave me such a good sense of perspective of how deep down the rabbithole I am, how far I've reprogrammed under a deflationary system and how frame of reference counts for so much. Instead of being attacked to NGU fiat figures, I see the value I provide the market gets more valuable over time, I see my life being cheaper to run over time and I see that these network effects are relatively still small and grow at compound rates as more people figure it out and transition.
Its mind blowing