Last night I wrote this sweet post, a whole few sentences paragraph to attach to a forty something second video I recorded. As soon as the video surprisingly this time uploaded @primal crashed and my sweet post disappeared. So I just went to sleep. Slightly disappointed I admit. And that just really sucks. I prefer to not go to sleep like that. I had been in a very joyful place right before. And I did attempt to connect from that place. I guess that what's important. But I failed. Then I thought to myself. "Most people don't have even a tiny fraction of my desire or reason to keep insisting on having a bad social media experience when perfectly smooth experiences are all they have ever known. That's at least one reason why they are not here. To be honest, my conviction seems to be getting depleted and weaning off too. I must be doing something wrong I guess.