I like this! I'm in a moment when I need to hurt "you". Clearly, it's not about you, but about a man in general. It won't take much till it will pass and I'll probably be a little disgusted by myself. But I would like to have you right now in front of me, I want to do things to you that, in my mind, would hurt and humiliate you. I want to do it to you because you can take it.