Ive always dreamed of a job where I do nothing all day and work from home.
My employer (corporation) has become so big my job has become exactly that. Doing nothing and filling out a make belief time sheet.
It has been the worse thing for my mental health ever.
Fostering more laziness and my skills are deteriorating.
I know I might regret it when this finally ends and im forced to work a normal job again or start my own business, but it just doesnt feel right.
No meaning, no contribution, no helping customers.
It seems unreal, fake, like the holodeck...
I would take a paycut for a job that still gives me the flexibility I have now but also leaves me feeling like I helped someone or some thing even at the end of the day.
Sunday night anxiety about Monday morning.