"Faith comes _through hearing_, and hearing through the word af God. How can they believe unless they hear? How can they hear unless [we speak to them]?" see [Romans 10](https://esv.org/Rom+10)
Read the tail end of [Matt. 11](https://esv.org/Matt+11) and ask: how did Jesus pray? how did he then preach?
Could you be applying a standard of 'good behavior' to God that does not actually come from Him? 🫡
I'm saying if anyone can't hear you then God can't really be speaking through you. He wouldn't make you able to hear and speak his words, and others unable, if he's great enough to be any god, let alone some special "only God"
Well, I hear what you're saying, but the hard truth is that "many are called, but few are chosen," and since I don't know which ones are the latter, I speak indiscriminately to anyone who'll listen--as others did for me. It's 'good news' that others told us, and it shouldn't be kept to ourselves.
Perhaps you meant it when you said there was no malice in the very beginning. That's already hard to make others hear, simply by saying it.
