Nakadai, friendly advice. You can regularly backup and broadcast all your notes and event, if you feel that you were censored by some relay.

https://github.com/bordalix/nostr-broadcast

You can edit the relay list of the code and add wss://nostr.mutinyawallet.com . This relay will send event to a lot of relays. And don't forget to have your own local relay.

I hope you are the true proof of freedom in Nostr protocol :)