I live in a non stop moving semi truck to fund my nostr app.

wake at 1pm, 2 hours of coding.

I rotate the night shift 3pm to 3am central.

code for another 3 hours, sleep at 6am.

7 days a week, months out without home time. In a new state every time I wake, no concept of the what day it is or what time zone I'm in.

The passion keeps my alive, eager to solve just one more problem before I have to stop. To realize my vision a little sooner.

I think aspiring for a seemingly impossible vision, leads to constantly creating obtainable goals. Conquering them daily leads towards self actualization and that is the solution to long term inner suffering. It also leads to short term sacrifice and thus suffering while conforming to becoming the person you're chasing after. If you can persist past then 80/20, the true meaning is found at the summit.