I mean that's only a theory I'm not trying to get hit with slander 😅 but it also was happening at the same time in my life that my mom was giving me valium in the evening to make me more manageable so idk maybe it tracks.

But oh yea no one understands how I got so into not being sober, it came out of nowhere we were such a nice normal family I'm such a an oddity clearly just a bad egg 🙄🤣😡