Deep in myself, there is always a strong sense of insecurity. Life has never been easy in my opinion. Why? Because there is absolutely no fairness in China, where I came from.
I always have to work ten time harder and smarter or even more to achieve what others may easily gain. I used to see social media engagement as part of my activism, but once I realized it didn’t serve any purpose, my time spent on social media has significantly reduced.
Now I only stay on social media when I need some relaxation from my work and study. Oh, yes, I am still a tireless learner, who keep taking courses of various kinds, most of which have been rather useless. Learning is a way to calm myself down and to boost my self-confidence.