I’m not a Christian. But have become very spiritual/religious. Try not to personify this concept. Nor try to think of something that can be intellectually understood. The subject of religion is not propositional. It is procedural and participatory.
Personally, I think things like mindfulness practices. Or, if you want a short cut. Take psychedelics with the right set and setting. That’s how you get a glimpse of what that relationship is about.