To be honest the level of devotion you have towards a woman you have never met, or had a relationship with before. I would just want to have a genuine conversation with her to see if she lives up to the hype.

What about her fascinates you and makes your heart yearn for her?

What would you do if you actually met her in real life?

If you talked to her and knew that she was safe. Would be the permission you would need to free your soul and have relief?

If she was taken romantically, married, and had children. Would you still carry the torch of love, or could you ever move on to open up your heart to find someone else?

I guess it is just that I have talked with you many times. I just want your heart to heal. Whatever that means.